Swansong for a RAven (erzabetbathory) wrote,
Swansong for a RAven

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addictions are who I am....pathedic

I feel that I have a few addictions that will escalade out of control smoking will kill me and I hope I don't start up again no matter how tempting drinking it stress relieving and I know is out of control but now I realize addictions can never be stopped they are always part of you, festering until you grow weak...I can't do this anymore...be weak that is...I know I'm not a weak person but everything is falling apart in my mind...a puzzle that will no longer fit together...yes my mind I think I'm having another nervous break down..I need a ciggerette...bad habit I know but I need something...it's the part of me I seem to be missing
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