Swansong for a RAven (erzabetbathory) wrote,
Swansong for a RAven
erzabetbathory

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My mom left me again...she left for the first like 12 years of my life and now she left a week ago...I found out on saturday...what a bitch and she took my brother and the only escape I had with her. She took the last of my emotions...my friend Jarrod found out that I haven't cried since 5th grade...he said I was dying inside...and now I know what is dying... my emotions...I am weak...pathehdic really... I have no hopes anymore... and what if my dad flips out again even though he said It was the last time? where do I go? it keeps getting worse everytime...so what about the next? crap...fuck...shit...hahaha I guess I have no one...or anywhere to go anymore...I should leave...I've tried before, but it never works...I can try again but I know I'll fail... so I'll stay and try to cry...fuck this sucks...I want to cry... I would feel better...weaker but better...what do I do now...nothing? yeah...nothing... I don't even know what I'm typing now... Fuck this
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